I found myself looking at why I was flirting with someone. I needed someone who I saw as a really good photographer. That would be nice. However, I need someone how cares about me the way I am, not for just my photography. I need to ask some tough questions to myself and open up to someone I know. I do not share everything on this blog, and I need to know that the whole set of struggles I have with autism and bipolar disorder I have are with her.